
So, this was my first night out with friends in, let's see.... 4 years? I'm not kidding. I've done a few lunches, and had some evenings where I brought Jordan, but last Saturday was my first night out in ages. It was all to celebrate my BFF DawnAnn who's getting married at the end of the month. We had a nice dinner at the Elephant Bar and then some games at Dave and Busters (I had no idea that place was such a meat market!) It was really nice to go out, meet new people, have a little bit of freedom and hang with other women my age! Alas, after just a couple hours playing skeeball and earning tickets from coin push games, I was wracked by "mommy guilt". The anxiety was terrible, and I had to leave at 10p
Then, to make matters worse, when I got home after being gone a full 6 hours, I got the third degree from my husband who was unable to cope with our children for that length of time. I guess I won't be going out without kids for 17 years, 7 months.